ponderball

I just had this memory of...fifth grade I think it was; we read a dystopian short story about massive overpopulation, and I remember the stark despair contained in the narrative. Then, remembering that, I thought - whoa, that was fifth grade?! Props to that teacher, that was great stuff that challenged us, and it fired me up. Hell, I think that might have also been a point in time where I had an impulse to create/write first developed, I remember writing a story about an visiting a science-fiction-y alien zoo for that same teacher - it might have been silly, but damn was my imagination and interest engaged.

-passage on various yoga views:
"A classicalist might quiet the mind and withdraw his senses to gain freedom from the material world and access the spiritual. A Vedantist regards the sunset as being part of the spiritual world but believes that seeing it as a sunset is an illusion. A Tantrika recognizes the sunset for what it is in the regular world but sees it as part of the divine whole. What's more, she fully delights in the experience while it lasts."

-and a funny little passage on panache that I'm kind of furrowing my brows at

-on being happy:
"We sometimes forget that we are allowed to feel this way all the time. " - an interesting thought, I thought

-ah, using one of my favorite movements (the armdrag), here's a good idea for when using a butterfly guard

Things of Note: A "Global warming my ass!" Weekend

-first of all, thank you to Mr Andrew for calling suggesting I 'make a break for it;' dude, that saved me a lot of driving on blowing-snow-tilted-hills-no-streetlamps-carswithbrightson trouble, I'm sure it would have gotten worse had I left later
-it's funny to do yardwork, then have it snow later...the piles of weeds/grass I'd meant to burn slowly are now piles of snow
-apparently, "copper" can at times mean "gray;" hence, my turning off the gas for a weekend...d'oh
-petite people are apparently agile like mountain goats, at least until they have a camouflage jacket carapace on
-I felt bad for the dude who's tree we were digging up for him, what with the ghastly wheezing and coughing...till I realized he was smoking the entire time
-ah, truckstops and lot-lizards
-Hot Buttered Rum: rocking bluegrass band, when they're playing fast; when you can't see the band, and there are obelisk-like girls elbowing and crowding you, it's not so rocking
-in other news, the snow still hasn't melted yet, and schools are closed in Tucson - I think armageddon may be upon us
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-a bit hokey in parts, but I think quite an interesting article on cycles

old school

What's Up, Doc?, with Ryan O'Neal and Barbra Streisand. First of all, somehow, someway, Streisand is ungodly hot in this movie. Hott, or hawt, if you will. Like, dayamn, if one might forgive the colloquialism. As it were. Wowza. Ironically, it's apparently also a distant reference to another movie I enjoyed, but in that case was ultimately disappointed with, The Lady Eve. But anyway, this movie is hilarious. I'm not even sure why, exactly. But I was laughing really, really hard. A lot. I think, if I were to see it again, I'd even say with more confidence that it actually has a pretty tight narrative structure, for what it is...as it was, I almost had trouble following some aspects of it, but I didn't care, I was laughing too hard.

Vertigo, with Jimmy Stewart and Kim Novak. Well, aside from the fact that I was utterly exhausted and couldn't keep my eyes open, it was interesting. For true, it's a good story, though we thought that the explanation of what the female lead had been doing for half the movie would have better served the story if it was explained at the end instead of the middle. Of course, I had to have the ending explained to me after dozing through it, but ah well.

-I almost want to make a pilgrimage

dooby doo

In the space of Ms Kim singing "Tony Danza" at karaoke, I caught out of the corner of my eye Cung Le completely dominating some poor guy through one round of san-shou rules kickboxing. I was watching my girlfriend, natch, but I could see in my peripheral vision at least five different kinds of throws, which is significant in my mind because most sport-fighters can do maybe one or two wrestling takedowns at best, much less spectacular, body slamming throws like that. Seriously, look up Cung Le on youtube if you want some free entertainment, and don't mind feeling bad for his opponents.

In other news, I enjoy freckles on a girl. I think they're cute (luckily, my girlfriend is naturally freckled by her long days in the sun at dog shows). Also, as much as I reflexively blocked off my ears to country music in years past, I'll admit I've grown to appreciate it for several reasons. For example, the faster songs are often just impressive, and catchy, and I enjoy how they often tell a story (which most other contemporary music doesn't at all), and also damn but I never realized a girl twang'ing it up could be that attractive.

Civil War: Fallen Son looks to be interesting, both on account of Jeff Loeb being attached to it, and how he seems to have already skillfully planned out both structure (based on the 'stages of grief') and characterization. But who's going to die?! Damn, I don't even know who to guess!

Huh, never heard of European windstorms before

the sun, crotch shots, errant agua

I went up on the roof, as I am sometimes wont to do, to take a picture of the sun. Yes, sometimes I stare into the sun. And sometimes, when I'm not on the roof, though I wouldn't be surprised if she somehow followed me up the ladder, Mattie slams me in the crotch as I look up into the sun. But that's besides the point. The point! Is that a copper pipe cracked or something, and there was water dripping down my roof from the evap cooler. I guess I should have thought to check on that what with all the pipe-bursting news I've been hearing, but alas. Lesson learned, and I now know how to turn off the water up there. I think. I'll have to check on that when I get home. Watch for hilarity to ensue when I slip on icy water that's not supposed to be there and plummet to my death upon Tia's queen-of-the-hill futon.

-they're finally expanding the Robotech series in a meaningful way with The Shadow Chronicles; or...are they? I mean, I swear they went over this in the novels (which I read every one of and which are really my only real contact with the series), but I guess maybe this is a reboot? I suppose that concluding novel was pretty 2001: A Space Odyssey in its ending...

ponderball

“In sleep a person passes in and out of two stages, dreaming and dreamless sleep. In the first, consciousness is withdrawn from the body and senses but still engaged in the mind. In dreamless sleep, however, consciousness is withdrawn from the mind as well. Then the thinking process – even the sense of “I” – is temporarily suspended, and consciousness is said to reside in the Self. In this state a person ceases to be a separate creature, a separate personality. In dreamless sleep, the Upanishads say, a king is not a king nor a pauper poor; no one is old, or young, male or female, educated or ignorant. When consciousness returns to the mind, however, the thinking process starts up again, and personality returns to the body….According to this analysis, the ego dies every night.” - I'm up for talking this out with anyone, I thought it was really interesting

-ten points if someone kind find a text that can use sexual cannibalism in a close-reading of it (actually kind of tempted to suggest that to my old literary theory teacher, it would be a fun assignment)

-I think this would be a fun topic to do a period-piece movie about - the Wokuo

-in other news, I may seem like a woman with the new template, but...uh...well, for all anyone knows who's reading this, maybe I am! Ha! Take that!

-or something. I don't really know where I was going with that. I thought the template was purty, though, and pleasantly calm. So, take that!

unity vs separateness: variations

Heathers, with Winona Ryder and Christian Slater. A dark comedy curtesy of Ms Kim's impeccable taste - it's so very. My attention wanted to wander at a few points, but it was always sucked back in by the weight of meaning in the surreal and satirical threads running throughout. As much as one could look at it as one of those well-done classics and leave it at that, I think there are a number of interesting questions raised. Like, looking back to one's own high school experience, were there any parallels in the cliques, teachers, or even the suicides? Is high school really a microcosm of society, or is that idea flawed? Could this movie fly in present-day theatres without generating scandal and controversy? Isn't ironic how the person trying to bring unity to the separateness of the students (see below) is the most psychotic, dark character? Or is it not ironic? How badass is it to light a cigarette how Veronica does in the end? And how gross is it to do the same off of someone's burning flesh? And it's so very what?!
"Fuck me gently with a chainsaw."

"The mind, they said, observes the outside world and sees its own structure. It reports the world consists of a multiplicity of separate objects in a framework of time, space, and causality because these are the conditions of perception. In a word, the mind looks at unity and sees diversity; it looks at what is timeless and sees transience. And in fact the percepts of its experience are diverse and transient; on this level of experience, separateness is real. Our mistake is taking this for the ultimate reality, like the dreamer thinking that nothing is real except his dream....This does not mean, however, that the phenomenal world [what is sensed, perceived] is an illusion or unreal. The illusion is the sense of separateness." - from a foreward to the Bhagavad Gita
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Not as bad as giving a kid a bucket of mercury to play T-1000 or Silver Surfer, but still...

I wonder what was going on behind the scenes of James Price's alchemy demonstrations - if they were just magic tricks, why would he go to such lengths to make such a claim, or resort to just doing magic tricks, if he'd really had such a brilliant career already?

Things of Note - an It's Always Buckeye Weekend

-congrats to Ms Kim for scoring points with various dawgs!
-those basenji dogs still remind me of the tiny swarming dinosaurs from Jurassic Park
-volleyball players continue to have the hottest uniforms ever
-what do green peppercorns taste like, anyway?
-grandiose plans of drinking and card games involving killing bunnies: okay, not so grandiose, I just wanted to use that word
-I inadvertantly offended a gay person: sorry, dude
-mmm...somehow, I honestly did not realize one could buy a giant soft pretzel in the mall
-I still have yet to see Buckeye-proper...if there is a central portion of Buckeye...hm
-I'd not known there could be such a stark temperature difference between the shade and sunlit areas
-comic book stores are bad for my finances
-who'd've thought a racist, anti-semitic bigot could be so outwardly nice
-Jacks and Fives: wow, it doesn't need alcohol to be fun, who knew? (he said sarcastically)

triviaball

-I'm a sucker for nice game trailers (Quake Wars: Enemy Territory)

-interesting energy idea

-do these maneuvers actually involve Red Bull?

-happy fun ball

-from Phil: guaranteed to make smiles

tpb reviews!

Homeland (Legend of Drizzt, Vol 1) - This is an adapation of R. A. Salvatore's origin-novel of the famous character Drizzt, and also one of my favorite novels-from-when-I-was-younger. So in that I wsa kind of wary of anyone being able to pull off a good graphic adaptation (ignoring the point that the novel takes place entirely in pitch black darkness with characters that see by heat). But, like the bits of the adaptation of Laurell Hamilton's novels I've seen, the lush art and dedication of the writers to stick as close as humanly possible to the novels really does pull it off, I think. There's no way it could have the richness of prose and detail a novel could have, of course, just in that one can only cram so much into a graphic text, but to me it would be a great companion to the novel, like the illustrations in The Dark Tower, in a sense.

First Foursaken (Uncanny X-Men - The New Age, Vol 5) - I got this one because it was small, and featured my favorite artist, Chris Bachalo. The first story was interesting in a short story kind of sense, and began to hint at current incarnations of the characters involved, I suppose. But it completely gives a new villain - something that's supposed to be the opposite of the Phoenix - short shrift, I think they could have gone with the same villain, but described it as something else, and made the story immediately more palatable. The second half of the collection also has nice art, but completely focuses on Storm, who I was never particularly interested in; moreover, it plays upon a Black Hawk Down trope, which while ambitious I think is another case of short shrift. Still, I think this one's worth getting if one either likes Bachalo's art or Storm.

Down the Rabbit Hole (Exiles, Vol 1) - As much as this is billed as X-Men meets Quantum Leap, as I've never seen that show, I have to compare it to an old favorite, Sliders. In terms of comics, it provides for a continuous stream of what-if scenarios, returns of old characters that should be dead (like one of Wyatt and I's favorites of yore, Blink), and original characters that just wouldn't exist in the main setting. So, there's a lot of fun variability and interesting concepts and even humor from deadpan to witty, but at the same time, one already begins to realize that it won't do to become too attached to any of the characters - that same variability leads to a relatively high rate of loss of main characters. Good stuff, though.

-illuminating article on the nature of relaxed versus working muscles

-from Mr Phil, an awesome discourse on pirates

-from Ms Abby, Perry Bible Fellowship - hilarious, I tell you

commentary and curiosity

"Sport-fighting guys come across as bullies, self-defense guys sound like military absolutists and traditional martial artists seem like stubborn, irrational Orientophiles." - That's...well...surprisingly accurate, I think, if a bit exaggerated. Not by much, though. And it sums up really what martial artists turn into, I think, when confronted by the existence of a martial artist from a different, ah, 'faction.' I've drifted between sport and traditional over the years I think, more recently leaning towards sport, in the end, despite doing more traditional stuff lately - my mindset is definitely on 'sport,' regardless.

"Anybody can breathe; therefore, anybody can practice yoga. But no one can practice every kind of yoga. It has to be the right yoga for the person."

I like this description of something I'd been rather suspicious of before, or at least it helps in discerning whether to be suspicious -
"A guru is not one who has a following. A guru is one who can show me the way. Suppose I’m in the forest and somehow I’ve lost my way. Then I’ll ask a person, 'Is this the way home?' That person might say, 'Yes, you go this way.' I say, 'Thank you,' and I go my way. That is a guru….The guru is not one who says, 'I am the guru.'

One of the qualities of a person who is clear, who is wise, is not to need to say 'I am clear, I am wise.' There is no need to say this. The person knows the way and he or she shows the way. It is simple. Humility is one of the qualities of a clear person – there is nothing to prove to anybody."

How curious, I wonder if I could find seeds for shy plants

An oldie but goodie, a quick discourse on comprehensive martial arts

Perhaps more potentially uh-oh

need...fresh...air...

Something about the weather today - in its inexpressible, cool and breeze damn-it's-a-good-day way - made me nostalgic for when I was in school. That is, when I would be spending a solid portion, if not a majority of the day outside. In between classes, walking to and from school, walking to get ideas for poetry or literature classes or to work out issues, running...that was when I first learned to appreciate what I can out of the colder seasons, especially autumn with its scents and mellow temperature. The winter of the present, for the most part, however, is somewhat discontentful, as I spend most of my day outside, and when I am outside for a walk or what it's only late at night, when the cold is just...cold. Ah well, maybe I can shift my perspective enough that things look up in that regard by the season's end...

Ruh-roh

awlp! and community update, and bubbles.

Reading a book on pranayama (working with the breath), there was an interesting little snippet of a chapter on nutrition. A couple lines that popped out at me were, "It is the state of mind of the eater that is important," and "When a noble mind prevails, all but poisonous food is sattvic [healthy to body-mind]." The context for these two posits, horribly synopsized, goes something like: though food affects the constitution of the body-mind, that does not necessarily mean a jerk or a tyrant will become nicer just by eating a sattvic or vegetarian diet. Someone like a Jesus or a Buddha would probably not be affected all that much in a negative or dulling manner by eating non-sattvic food, or meat, or whatever, because they would already be in a self-sustain-ingly healthy state of body-mind, and so would have proper reverence for the life given for their nutrition. Long story short, most people are obviously more in the middle, so what I take out of it is that it helps to eat healthy and reverentially, but going out of my way to cause undue stress to myself to try to become, say, vegan, or guilting myself because I'm not, is just plain useless. And yes, I'm aware that sounds a lot like rationalizing, but I'm confident in saying I've put a good amount of thought into that, and could explain it better if needs be, and in that same vein could reference the text more.

Mr Andrew's back in Tucson, and back in action - The Second Time Around

Bubble Rings are pretty cool - though, I like bubble rings made by Ms Kim more (mainly because it involves her in a swimsuit)

Things of Note - a Dawg Eat Dawg Weekend

-a five month old black lab puppy is vaguely reminiscint of a hyperactive toddler on steroids; hella strong, wants to put everything it possibly can in its mouth (including the picnic table?!), and isn't shy about thinking the world is its bathroom
-that said, that puppy was remarkably quick to learn its new pack leader's usual play-fighting tricks and act to counter them, enough that he was even starting to piss off the other (frustrated) dog
-watching RC cars race around a BMX track in miniature is almost more fun than seeing actual cars race
-I finally put up some of the photos from Pinetop, and like Kevin, had some time obsessively geotagging them (ie, getting down to literally the exact place I took the photo in Tucson)
-not all superglue is created equal
-comic book stores have midnight sales?!
-make sure medication doesn't have "hydrochloric acid" as part of its ingredients - no, seriously, I'm not joking
-Ms Kim had an interesting time in Palm Springs - personally, I'm just glad she was able to get there safely with that wind blowing over semi's and RV's
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and, a quick discourse on ukemi skills

prayer

-instead of writing about The Dark Tower, I'll excerpt from it - Cuthbert's prayer for the dead, as given by Roland, for Jake (I'll assume that's not a spoiler, given that one might guess at all of the characters dying from the second book on):
Time flies, knells call, life passes, so hear my prayer.
Birth is nothing but death begun, so hear my prayer.
Death is speechless, so hear my speech.
This is Jake, who served his ka and his tet. Say true.
May the forgiving glance of S'mana heal his heart. Say please.
May the arms of Gan raise him from the darkness of this earth. Say please.
Surround him, Gan, with light.
Fill him, Chloe, with strength.
If he is thirsty, give him water in the clearing.
If he is hungry, give him food in the clearing.
May his life on this earth and the pain of his passing become as a dream to his waking soul, and let his eyes fall upon every lovely sight, let him find the friends that were lost to him, and let everyone whose name he calls call his in return.
This is Jake, who lived well, loved his own, and died as he would have it.
Each man owes a death. This is Jake. Give him peace.
-I think I might adapt it a bit, using Threnody/Karuna, just as another poem to have memorized

at a loss for words

The Dark Tower, by Stephen King. Wow. I think I kind of just rested on the couch after finishing this (and yes, I did pass the unique little coda, and finished the ending, after some internal justifying or rationalizing or whatever). I...yeah, once again, I think in the end I'm going to pass on writing more about this story, I just don't feel up to presuming any insights, yet (tangentially, I might be making a midnight trip to Charlie's Comics to get the first of the comic adaptation of Roland's 'lost years,' as it were).

Say thankya.

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-eh, it wouldn't save them from being herded by Mattie

-yeah...winter....mmmmno

-GreenGlobe offers an eccentric gift idea

more triviaball (now with acrobatics!)

"Soon after I left the canyon I read, in an otherwise unsuccinct paper on ecology: 'Organisms themselves are relatively transient entities through which materials and energy flow and eventually return to the environment.' In my more skittish moments I am currently inclined to think that would rather like this sentence as my epitaph."

Kind of silly, but somehow endearing - an internetweb rainbow

Also silly, but it's got some clean, aesthetics-bent parkour in it (and ditto, but with Madonna)

Sosuishi-ryu Kumi Uchi techniques - old school [also - sword]

And interesting dancing

triviaball

"However, some horticulturists sell chimeras made by grafting a tomato plant onto a potato plant, which can produce both edible tomatoes and potatoes." - that's it, I want one.

Huh, I didn't know there was a Viking dog; or, that they might be an inspiration for humor (one would think there would have been a big, warlike mastiff or something, but maybe the Vikings appreciated the corgi ancestors for their cuteness?)

And, finally, an explanation of the odd racoon tail in Mario Bros 3, ultimately stemming from these puppies (incidentally, also a possible visualization of Oy from King's Dark Tower in my opinion)

So that's where Eris is

“Never question the motives of a man with no pants.”

symbols and imagination

When I first saw V for Vendetta, I remember being somewhat ambivalent towards both its message, the moral ambiguity of certain events in the story, and the movie as a whole. But was that just because they made me uncomfortable? If so, I'm glad I've seen it more times since then, as each time I've enjoyed it a little more, and come to appreciate its ambiguities and tightly woven semantic nets a little more as well (though I'm sure it'll take more watching to fully appreciate those aspects). For example, if anyone has occasion to watch the film, pay close attention to the overall dialogue concerning the nature of words, symbols, and ideas, a central theme in the movie - it's a wonderful introduction to semiotics in and of itself. Also, if anyone wants to talk out what V does to Evie to bring about change in her, I'm all ears, that's one of those things I'm hungry for any sort of opinion on.

Completely unrelatedly, having seen a good majority of Super Mario Bros 3 this past weekend, I remembered noting that for as simple as the game and its graphics and art are, it had a remarkable range of immersion. At least for me, anyway, and I guess I am known for getting a little too into things. Still, the idea of moving from pipe to pipe across a map requiring you to traverse a star filled, snowy cavern is an interesting image that implies a lot about the (surreal) nature of pipes and that 'world,' or how each level is integrated into what's shown on the map. Yeah, it's a 2D sidescroller, but between flame filled deserts with angry, animate suns and black sky'd wastelands and airship fleets and fields of carnivorous plants and haunted castles, I think if one uses their imagination a bit, Super Marios Bros 3 (or 2 or the first) can rival any Final Fantasy or whatnot.
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Bow shock is pretty (check out the imagelinks on the bottom)

ah, humorous, pointless violence

Jackass Number Two, with...well, the Jackass people, and lots of random cameos. As per usual with things Jackass, I greatly enjoyed the elaborate, cartoon-esque stunts - partly out of admiration, partly because it looks fun, and partly because they're obviously having fun. Similarly with the pranks, because they're healthy pranks for the most part, that don't horribly humiliate people, but are just simple and funny. The gross out humor? Yeah, there were a good few parts I just looked away, or half covered my eyes - luckily, I was talking on the phone for half of those, and so had an excuse to just walk out of the room. So, over all, I wouldn't go out of my way to see it, but it was hilarious, generally, having seen it.

wounds and salves

Going into the ER brought back some memories, but nothing notable, or that I haven't talked about before. I did note, on the other hand, how in the last two times I've been there, there's been some local drama going on. For example, we ended up sitting next to the family of someone involved in a bus-SUV collision, who we realized were such as they reacted to the news of the accident playing on the television above us. Or last night, as I walked in there was a Mexican family anxiously searching for someone who had been shot (that last was a bit disconcerting, especially because of a ghetto-bird's lingering presence above Adelaide two nights in a row, and where the family said the shooting took place). I guess things like that made me remember times I'd sat next to people who were in the news or victims of violent crime, and ponder Tucson being a big-little town, and while one often runs into people one knows, one can also run into 'news-worthy' people.

I got some neem oil...I'm not sure yet if it's the panacea it's touted to be, but I did realize why it isn't marketed more if it really does have all the good affects it's supposed to - it smells downright foul. As Sensei Tony would say, it's just plum raunch.
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"Can you give me hallelujah?
Thankee-sai.
Now somebody yell me a big old God-bomb amen."

Things of Note - A Snowy New Years Weekend

-Kim = the aweso for cooking for thirteen people, and making good food to boot
-it took me a while to remember how to chop wood and make fires, but damn, call me a lumber jack and a...firebug or something, by the end of it
-Kim also won forty dollars at the casino, though we couldn't make heads or tails of the slots' rules, they might as well have given us a button that says 'you win' or 'you lose'
-lots of people had bruised asses from the ski/snowboard slopes (at least, we hope it was the slopes)
-flip cup is a lot more fun than the other drinking games, half because no one really cares if you drink, and half because it actually takes a modicum of skill of a sort - and yes, twenty-three bottles of champagne were emptied, all except the odd peach flavor which mysteriously disappeared
-snow makes for fun slushy drinks; Early Times whisky does not make for good times drinks, including the bad-idea of snowy trampoline jumping and sticking the entire bottle down someone's pants
-in Pinetop, Darby's Cafe is ok, Johnny Angel's diner is bleh, and don't even go near the bowling alley
-that was the most Mario Bros 3 I'd ever seen played, though we noted that Luigi is really more of a green Mario in that one
-throwing a large rock onto a frozen-over lake doesn't necessarily mean it's safe to walk on, as we found out upon hearing crunchycrackly noises under our feet
-in other news, a snowman was violated

triviaball

"I've met tale-spinners before, Jake, and they're all more or less cut from the same cloth. They tell tales because they're afraid of life." - from The Dark Tower, by Stephen King, which makes it kind of especially poignant considering what that epic does with the idea of a 'writer' - it does have some ring of truth in my mind, though

Aikido in Prison - great article

-the Khazars seemed an interesting people; both as a political power in their time, and as one of those groups that were randomly Judaic, unexpectedly

Frank's most despised term for the day: "amateur night" - basically, New Year's Eve, as described by people who think they're good at driving while drunk

traceurs and paper projectiles

Banlieue 13 (District B13), with David Belle (founder of parkour) and Cyril Raffaelli. As much as I was disappointed there wasn't more parkour, I was of course impressed by what there was in the movie. Tangentially, I love how more and more martial arts movies seem to be forgoing wire work and relying on the real, true physical ability of the actors. To me, B13 is a short story kind of a movie (as opposed to those movies which are based on short stories but which go on for several hours) and utilizes that kind of shortened-story feel to keep from taking itself too seriously. It's interesting as a text if read along with French current events and politics, on a completely different note, and might even be read as kind of a post-cyberpunk text in that regard. And yes, that is a technical literary term, actually...hm, which even fits this story quite nicely, in fact. One other thing of interest to me was that as much as enjoy the sound of the French language, it's kind of hard for me to take it seriously when they try to use it for 'gangsta' or 'badass' talk - even the lowest of the thugs seemed somewhat erudite and learned when they were threatening people in French.

So, after making a little origami blow-up box to throw at the back of Lisa's head, a thought occurred to me. That is, I think the blow up boxes are interesting in a kind of....ah, semiotic? Symbolic way, maybe? I'm not sure how to put it. I've got this plain, well, plane of paper in front of me. Then I start folding it in upon itself, more and more, making it smaller, imploding it, and finally tucking it into itself. Then I take space itself, as it were, and insert it in the middle of that folded plane, and poof! It's suddenly a kind of cube. There's got to be some metaphysical meaning there, though I haven't figured out what, yet. So: off the box goes, to bop a Mexican on the head.

-there's some pretty good insults in this note, 10 points to the Cossacks

a hiker, a Slayer, a boxer, and a spy...

...all walk into a bar

The Man Who Walked Through Time, by Colin Fletcher. I got this as a Christmas present from what I can only describe as an ornery old grandpa who works on the second floor of the warehouse in assembly. In other words, a pretty cool guy. He apparently read it many years ago, and was enthralled; I'm not sure I was enthralled, per se, but it was certainly very good. It's basically a journalistic account of the author's walk through the entire length of the Grand Canyon; I read it as a convergent evolution, as it were, to the yoga texts I read. That is, the author didn't seem inclined towards the latter in an overt way at all, but he was saying and, even more interestingly, demonstrating the same things. So, two main thoughts - this kind of writing is the kind that can change how one looks at the world, and so, is worth reading. Secondly, and almost unimportantly, people should be reading this, real as real, experiential kind of work, rather than pop culture-coated wannabe variants of the same, like The Celestine Prophecy and The Peaceful Warrior. Those latter bits have their good points, but ain't got nothing on this hiking journal from the late sixties.
--from the author, but from a different book of his: "God is light, we are told, and Hell is outer darkness. But look at a desert mountain stripped bare by the sun, and you learn only geography. Watch darkness claim it, and for a moment you may grasp why God had to create Satan--or man to create both. "

Fray, by Joss Whedon. Thanks Abby, good read! Buffy, but in a science fiction setting, and with the Slayer ten times closer to the kind of character I always argued she should be. I thought the art was nice, the writing pleasantly Whedon, and the twists were kindly twisty. The only thing I was really disappointed with was that there wasn't really room within Fray to expand the setting, but of course by nature of the story the aspects of the setting that relate to the Slayer keep it somewhat cloistered, I suppose. Ah well. It would still make an okay movie (and the art for Fray herself was modeled upon Natalie Portman...eh? eh?).

Rocky Balboa, with Sylvester Stallone, Geraldine Hughes, and Milo Ventimiglia. If anyone who goes to see this is not immediately inspired to workout after seeing it, I will look very suspiciously at them. Yes, it was formulaic. Yes, there was a children's book moral around any corner. But since I went into it expecting nothing less than such, I found those aspects ok. Heartstrings are tugged (though that's a gruesome image, in reflection), feelings are inspired, and skulls are bashed. All 'good things.' Maybe I would've gotten more out of it had I actually seen another Rocky movie, but, all told, I think I was fine without such. Now I just need to remember the theme music every time I go to workout.

The Good Shepherd, with a whole slew of people, though that didn't save it. No, a good shepherd is an Aussie. Like, when Mattie adeptly took down the goat that had headbutted her, and rounded up the entire herd entirely on instinct - that's a good shepherd. But anyway, in the end we decided this film was like a framework, or a scaffolding, for a story that it never quite built. I struggled to find Damon's main character as superbly skilled (in, say, a Bene Gesserit manner) in self-control and self, but could only see him as something of a slight sociopath with a vaguely interesting, laid-out background for being such. On one side it's kind of a quality film, and on another side to me it's mostly just smug and contrived, and mostly plotless, but not really a character study, either (for Damon's character or the CIA). I suppose if I looked at the whole thing as a tangent from Camus' The Stranger and that kind of sociopathic existentialism it might be more interesting, in a similar if similarly unpleasant manner.

-an interesting travel article on Nepal

Things of Note - Happy Santa weekend!

-adobe houses are apparently like thermoses...thermii? whatever, anyway, when they get cold, they just get colder, and then stay cold
-Gato, the Sunrise clinic cat (who also happens to be a certified anesthesiologist), is very affectionate when out of the clinic...in-your-face affectionate
-when creating experimental chalk marker thingies, make sure the gunpowder does not explode towards one's hands
-when practicing a monkey-vault across uneven levels, make sure there are not stairs to completely eat it and faceplant on across from oneself (luckily, I managed to barely avoid losing most of my teeth and an eyeball by straining my belly muscles to catch myself)
-we all got jeans. and lots and lots of chocolate.
-Christmas day was a slew of lucky coincidences, culminating with Scott calling at 10pm to give just the right advice
-British food: mmm, sausage rolls
-British custom: if you open a Christmas cracker, you damn well better read the joke...and wear the crown
-*me singing the theme to Rocky*

I liked these passages -
"Questions which can seem academic in ordinary life become vital in the martial arts where one is thrust into conflict, confrontation and harm's way."
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"It is not 'what' we do but 'how' we do it that matters. "
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"The [martial arts] way is to action, as the scientific method is to thought."

Japanese death poetry

Purty

Noah - compelling; and if anyone can find me that song, I'll give them a big sloppy kiss; not quite as interesting, but I applaud the effort

oldie but goodie:
"A certain sadhu, or wandering monk, would make a yearly circuit of villages in order to teach. One day as he entered a village he saw a large and menacing snake who was terrorizing the people. The sadhu spoke to the snake and taught him about ahimsa. The following year when the sadhu made his visit to the village, he again saw the snake. How changed he was. This once magnificent creature was skinny and bruised. The sadhu asked the snake what had happened. He replied that he had taken the teaching of ahimsa to heart and had stopped terrorizing the village. But because he was no longer menacing, the children now threw rocks and taunted him, and he was afraid to leave his hiding place to hunt. The sadhu shook his head. 'I did advise against violence,' he said to the snake, 'but I never told you not to hiss.'"

A couple of awesome looking exercises from some random guy on youtube

The Juniper Tree - ew.

I had no idea there were so many drones in development...I guess that was pretty USA-centered of me. Ah well, lesson learned.

"But, after all, what was beauty but some kind of harmony between the rock and my senses?" - nothing much to say at the moment, I just thought that was a particularly nice way of describing the abstract concept of 'beauty'

The other day while running, I finally got up enough nerve, and felt I had enough endurance to do some parkour on the way back up Mountain Ave (on the west side of the street, obstacles are sparse, but on the east side there is random rock art scattered about and different levels of curbs). A few observations:

---even the minimal tricks I did (basically, proto-tic tacs, jumps for accuracy, and balancing) take a bit of extra effort, and are also just fun, and so wear me out much faster than regular running, as I begin to run faster with...uh..glee, I guess

---breakfalling training is useful - not just potentially, as with me almost eating it several times, but also in the principles it teaches; for example, I didn't realize, coming from a high leap, that I could 'reach' for the ground with my legs in a similar fashion to the way you never, ever 'reach' for the ground with arms when falling...from what I experimented with, corroborated with reading, I think a certain kind of reaching is necessary, but only with the body integrated into absorbing the impact force

---which leads to the third observation, that (in my opinion) parkour is kind of a yielding art (like aikido, jujitsu, and judo) with one's self and environment. That is, half the point of it being maximum effeciency in movement (like any martial art), one has to yield to and blend with their own momentum, so one is worn out by muscling through things, and yielding to and blending with one's momentum for use in vaults and jumps, and in dispersing the impact energy of landing and falling through tic tac kind of stuff, rolls, or breakfall principles.

Things of Note: A Pre-Christmas Weekend!
-"Mexican...Mexican...Mexican...Mexican..." - Kevin, reading the license plates of an entire row of the parking lot at the mall
-Cherries. Fun. Though it may lead to inadvertant, drunken hittings-on.
-Good call: 151 Georgia Peach's, yummy, surprisingly not too expensive. Bad call in retrospect: choosing the cheapest, rubbing alcohol variants out of little sample bottles of alcohol.
-I haven't played Smash Bros Melee till almost the sun came up in years
-eggs over-hard? I still don't quite get it, but it bears trying
-who needs nails or staples for Christmas lights when you have duct tape? And people heckling you as you teeter precariously on the roof
-Indian food can include crayfish - yum!
-Ms Kim is an awesome mistress of ceremonies (as it were)
-I also climbed a tree, for a semi-practical reason

Apparently it's ponderball time.

Is convergent evolution a possible argument for extraterrestrial life to local life? Or would the environments just be way different?

"There is a relation between the hours of our life and the centuries of our time...The hours should be instructed by the ages, and the ages explained by the hours." - Emerson.
I thought this was nicely layered - I especially like that key difference in using the words 'instructed' and 'explained'

"...for when it comes to smells, our language is poverty stricken." - is that perhaps why when it comes to describing subtleties of wine and cigars and beer, words that seemingly have no relation to those things are used (taste being closely related to smell)?

From Grapplearts, a survey of Kimura variants, some insights on using an omo plata, and the lovely, innovative 10-finger guillotine. Interesting history tidbits in the first couple, too.

-from the TWoP for Serenity, combining three great things - Jung, Buffy, and Firefly (found by Ms Connie)
"Mal, stricken, steps aside to let Simon investigate her. Outside, Jayne submits that if she "goes woolly again, we're gonna have to put a bullet to her." Split-screen Mal and River, both speaking the line: "It's crossed my mind." There's a significance to the Watcher/Slayer relationship here that brings the Gollum stuff back in, which is basically that she serves as an anima projection that carries the shadow. I promise that I won't bring up the Jung stuff after this, but it's another angle on the central conflict of the movie, which is that the violence of Mal's anger at the shackles of the Alliance is expressed wildly through the outward violence she implies, the "meddling" that she, and her brother Reavers, embody. Like Giles, he exists at cross-purposes to the prosperous governing body, the wizards, who only want to send her out like Ariel, lion of God, to do their bidding -- but he doesn't agree with that either. So what do you do with a tool you're bound to protect, if you can't use it the way you're supposed to? From the First Slayer on, it's the girl -- the super-powered girl -- that carries the demon, so that the Watcher doesn't have to. But if she becomes a danger to the society she exists to create/patrol, where does that leave the Watcher? He can't kill her -- she's part of his soul. She's the psyche, the butterfly. This is a story about how they're inextricably bound, and about how Mal has to protect her, without controlling her. To hold the butterfly in his hand without crushing it. Not because he hates the Alliance, but because he loves her. If he can make that work, he'll know salvation, but if he ever figures out that balance within himself, he will know grace."

It's like the Matrix, but with sharks

Who knew, my favorite camera brand, Canon was originally named after my favorite Chinese goddess

Gasp! I figured out what that spider I took pictures of is! Though this just freaks me out.

I think it would be even more fun if they combined Monopoly and Anti-Monopoly somehow, with players on opposing sides

Interesting word of the day: linguicide, as in, say, a language falling into disuse by way of cultural imperialism for example

One time, at Rocky Point, I stepped on a skate. It scared the living daylights out of me, and I fell over in the water in what I'm sure was a hilarious fashion, when the fish decided to make like a banana peel. Which reminds me of my mom's possibly apocryphal story of a Palestinian man escaping certain death, only to later step on a banana peel and break his neck. But anyway, I certainly didn't catch the fishy.
-relatedly, yes, I am going to call it yabbying from now on, when we want to make our Ramen-yabby soup

If I were an ant, this would totally freak me out (especially this one, all Invasion of the Body Snatchers...)

Robert Silverberg apparently wrote some interesting novels - at least, their synopses are fun, quick reads

From Wyatt's great find, Crossfit, an Parkour manual and an instructional on the triangle choke

So Lisa was sitting here telling me a story about "the other Frank," this guy who works in the warehouse pulling reels. She said don't get on his bad side, he's a "straight-up thug" because he carries a gun around all the time. So I'm thinking, that's great, what's he thinking he's going to do, get angry and shoot someone and be awesome? Ignoring any consequences there. Or, maybe, just threaten if he needs to with it? Because that always turns out well and not dangerous. Perhaps, he just feels better carrying it around? Because that's not compensating at all. So why does Lisa, acknowledging that he may, in fact, be a moron in that regard, still think he's that much more awesome for being a "straight-up thug"? Oy.

"If you feel ill health coming on, brew a wellness elixir. Simmer three sliced lemons, one teaspoon freshly grated ginger, one clove freshly minced garlic, and one quarter teaspoon cayenne pepper in five cups water until the lemons are soft and pale. Strain a portion into a mug and add honey by tablespoons until you can tolerate the taste...Drinking this potent mixture of antibacterial, antiviral, and antifungal ingredients three times each day can ensure your symptoms never progress into a full-blown illness." - hmm, well, I'm willing to try it once, at least

This Batman villain could be an English major's dream, but I don't think they'd ever really go anywhere with him

"Once the mind is clear, the very word clarity is like a snowflake on a red hot stove." - yeah, I think I get where that is going

Histoire d'O (Story of O), by Pauline Réage, and The Almond, by Nedjma. These books were both very good. The endings of each baffled me. Both were written originally in French, but from very different cultural perspectives. Both are billed as erotica, but neither really is; they have erotic moments, but they're not really for the purpose of titillation in my opinion. Each is narrated by a character whose thought process is entirely dominated by her sexuality, to exclusion of anything else. Nedjma's novel has a very interesting structure that highlights the different aspects of her character's development; Réage's novel is more elegantly simplistic in the same regard, but provides different insight into her narrator in that regard. The Arab novel is more beautifully written, and the French novel is oddly compelling in its style for some unaccountable reason. Obviously, I think one could have a great time doing a close reading of these for essays and whatnot, and am curious to look up articles at least on Réage's novel, which I think there are.

Oh man, I wish they had video of this sensei, for serious

Oo, trendy

Idol Teachings - mmm, chock full of insights, especially the middle-to-end section

Beerfest, with the people from Super Troopers. Ha! I enjoyed it. Actually, not quite as stupid as one would think it would be. And when is making fun of various nationalities not horribly fun? Especially Europeans. And hell, it was really only the Germans that were made fun of, all the other nationalities were variously praised, in truth. And they avoided the stupid kinds of drinking humor, ie, the gross-out vomiting kinds and whatnot. Not the frog-gross-out kinds, though, ew. I really want to find a German, though, just to call them an "umlaut" and a "Deutsch-bag." Yes, I am snickering, thank you.

New tradition! Leaving a Guinness out for Santa. Just in case he's Irish. Or appreciates liquid bread. But what food would go with that?

interesting passage -
"In most spiritual circles, the ego gets a pretty bad rap. The reason for this is that the ego, to some extent, is the principle in our psyches that separates us from one another, while spirit is the principle that shows us that no such separation exists. Sometimes the ego is depicted as an almost demonic figure that keeps us from realizing our true nature. But at its most basic, the ego is simply a tool that helps us organize the various aspects of our personality so that we can function in the world. In this sense, the ego is simply a way for us to understand and attend to ourselves at the same time as we understand and attend to the world around us. The ego is a tool that we use to navigate the world.

Perhaps the problem is that the ego sometimes gets out of control. This happens when the higher self loses control of the psyche. The psyche then falls under the leadership of the ego, an entity that was never meant to lead. The ego is meant to be definitively in the service of the higher self. When this relationship is functioning, the ego is a useful intermediary representing the whole self but not thinking that it is the whole self. Then, it is almost as if the ego is the self playfully pretending to be the separate entity called “I.” Like an actor, the ego plays the roles that the world asks us to play in order to be part of the program. In this way, the ego can be a tool enabling us to be in the world but not of it."

One reason I don't like cold is that to me in some ways it's synonymous with physical pain. Whereas (weather) heat can be uncomfortable, or be sweaty and all that, cold tightens muscles, and makes me contract around my body to try to preserve my core heat, and stiffens fingers, and clenches my jaw. Sure, one can only strip so far for heat, and all one has to do for cold is "put on more layers" - but that doesn't negate the fact that the cold was hurting in the first place. So, tbthhhh to you, abstract temperature concept. That's right. :P.

for trivia: boom!

femme gladiators?

Interesting passages from a book I'm reading:
“She was the only person who could yell at God without losing respect for him.”

“You know what? I don’t believe in sin. And, on Judgment Day, those who revel in that word will have nothing to show to the holy gaze of the Master of the world but their scabby dicks as their one and only hideous sin. They think that the vile acts that they committed with that bit of flesh are going to impress Him! Well, I’m telling you that those bastards will rot in hell for not having committed any fine and noble sins, worthy of the infinite grandeur of the Almighty God!”
(Confused, I took it upon myself to ask her what a fine and noble sin would be.)
“Loving, my girl, just loving. But it is a sin that deserves Paradise as a reward.”

Things of Note! [insert fanfare] A weekend.
-Congrats to Ms Kim for doing a nice job in Yuma! Aka, the armpit of AZ. But, as my dad pointed out, it's somebody's armpit.
-David did this tornado kick like whoa - seriously, it was up there with Scott's Buddha-poison-palm, or the first time Carolyn did her trademark neck-wrenching throw
-Mattie managed to leap up, not for the usual crotch shot, but to launch my camera into the air with both paws and watch it hit the bricks: nice job, Mattie
-it might be the case that jazz music makes you buy more comics; at least, that's the principle Charlie operates on, mayhap (nicest comic store guy ever)
-for some reason, when I do projects, I seem to get covered in something; paint, sawdust, whatever
-on Katie Holmes in Batman Begins, my dad: "What is with her mouth?" - Ah ha! I've been vindicated!

"When I heard the learn'd astronomer
When the proofs, the figures, were ranged in columns before me,
When I was shown the charts and diagrams, to add, divide, and measure them,
When I sitting heard the astronomer where he lectured with much applause in the lecture room,
How soon unaccountable I became tired and sick,
Till rising and cliding out I wander'd off by myself,
In the mystical moist night-air, and from time to time,
Look'd up in perfect silence at the stars."
-Walt Whitman
-now, that said, I think wonder might also be found by the astronomer in his 'elegant realms of math,' as it were, and in imagining the astronomical concepts and things beyond the range of vision, of course

The Emperor's New Groove, with David Spade, John Goodman, the chick from Just Shoot Me, and the funny guy from Seinfeld. The more I think about it, the more I think I liked it. In some senses it really was a perfect movie for me, in the myriad tangent-jokes, nonsensical arbitrary shifts for humor, etc, etc. Didn't expect much going into it, but it was funny! Ten points.

America's Sweethearts, with John Cusack, Julia Roberts, and Christopher Walken. Oh, Seth Green was in there, but he didn't really get to act it up. Cute! I would have enjoyed more of the pair with the hopeless-romantic thing going, but I always want more of that, I suppose. As with most Cusack movies, I had fun identifying with his character in one way or another; he's also one of my heroes, so maybe I just want to identify with him. Either way, nice rom-com.

Reflexology

falx - quite the weapon

Concerto Delle Donne

The L Word (Second Season). One of those things wherein were I to start talking, I wouldn't stop for a good while, and a lot of it would be senseless to those who don't watch the show. Anyway, I enjoyed this season more than the first, overall, I think, even if only perhaps because the characters are more solidly developed, and that just by time put in, as character and relationship development is one thing that draws me to the show. There are many great moments, the writers (who are consistently great in general) are quite skilled at bringing together myriad unexpected connections for these moments that are like...uh...semantic ambrosia for English-major type people. Good stuff.

One thing that always got to me back in the Catholic days (and just now reading a Muslim text) was the use of the word "fear" in regards to how one should fear God. It was explained once to me as that it didn't necessarily mean fear, but rather "reverence," that is, to feel respect for whatever God-figure is in question. Which I think is great, all of a sudden, phrases like "The more knowledge one acquires, the more one will fear God," go from off-putting or foreboding to sensical and inviting when 'fear' is replaced with 'reverence/respect.' So why don't they just use those latter words in general? Because people are jerks. But that's facetious, but I'm done with that topic for now.

I think if they were to clone anything from way back when, cynodonts would be fun, to see as close a mixture between reptile and mammal as we could

Golf isn't really my thing, but it's interesting and I enjoyed th music

Some prehistoric sharks - seriously, that's just odd

and slightly more practical, but still - pee pee

and the winner for disturbing and I'm hoping just badly translated quotes is: Søren Kierkegaard - "I stick my fingers into existence - it smells of nothing."

Guest post! Ms Connie's corollary on Casino Royale -
"I was pissed because I liked it. I didn't get a chance to express my rightious indignation. I thought the new guy was a great Bond, the fight-scenes were technically fantastic and really the plot was a lot better than most Bond movies. As such, I have difficulty comparing it. It's sort of like comparing the new Batman to the earlier series. It's such a different style and it's starting over at the beginning...I dunno. Unlike you, however, I was happy that there was more male hottness in this one. Evens the playing field a bit. We have to look at enough bouncing boobs, you guys have to look at nekky Bond tied in a chair."

A Things of Note Upon a Turkey Day Weekend (oh man I am so hungry right now):
-dark meat is still the best
-"Kiss! My! Awesome!"
-Wyatt: an overeasy egg on a burger is delicious
-wow, dye can have an odd feeling of burning the skin in a cold way; wide-eyed corollary, from my mom: "This is ahbid color!"
-Tony Jaa can do awesome things, but he's certainly no Jet Li, or even Bruce Lee, but maybe there's a "yet" in there
-we saw dancing penguins, naked spies, and a Thai transsexual in film
-Korean food may require scissors; also, it is to be noted as the cuisine where you might have to do half the work of preparing it yourself
-"chile Colorado": ok, but I wouldn't get it again
-drill presses can make things go oh so much faster, though finger-to-bit contact can slow things down...ow

In other news, I am still Very Hungry.

The Seven Deadlies, by Greg Stolze. I have to say, this novel certainly surprised me. I'd enjoyed the first of the trilogy, but that'd not exactly been a page-turner. The second, however...it reads fast. With a wealth of interestingly (and compactly) developed side characters and plots with myriad connections (a la Stephen King's oft used style), and moreover characters that one comes to really care about for their depth and internal conflict, this novel makes for an engaging read. The descriptive language was top notch, as well, and I'd say this is an example of why I enjoy angel (and to a lesser extent, vampire) mythos and narratives so much - it's the same human concerns and issues and conflicts as 'usual,' but treated with light and dark extremes that have the potential to be that much more interesting, and as I said above, engaging.

Speaking of devils, hm yeah if I heard what this one sounds like in a dark forest in the middle of the night, I'd probably scream like I a little girl

Frank Harris - I just like his quotes, like the Casanova one; I've read part of his 'autobiography,' it's pretty...ah...revealing...yes, that's a pun.

Tom yum goong (The Protector), with Tony Jaa, and a two second cameo of the cute girl from Ong Bak. Stupid crappy bootleg. Anyway, that said, it was a bootleg that was the non-American cut, which I gather changes and cuts out a lot. That said, it was still confusing as all get out, pretty much nonsensical really (I mean, Ong Bak had a better plot, yeesh), so the movie basically boils down to these two scenes:
-the shiznit
-and this scene, which was interesting as an homage (I'm claiming it as such) to Kill Bill and in us wondering how the stuntmen could possibly go through some things

Casino Royale, with Daniel Craig, Eva Green, and Mads Mikkelsen. Old school! Well, kind of; it was certainly nicely down-to-earth. Things that seemed slightly absurd: Bond being the one to sexily climb out of the water in a small swimsuit, and a woman with large bosoms happily jouncing along on a horsey. I'm not even really sure why on the latter of those, but everyone in the theatre spontaneously laughed in the same manner at it, so I don't think I'm alone. Anyway, while I thought the movie was generally well put-together and written (and subtle and understated compared to the last few Bond movies), it was a bit long and even confusing at points. The fight scenes were bar-none the best for any 007 movie, and the use of Parkour in the beginning was wonderful (I really hope they integrate that into more movies, it's a true expression of what a human can really do, without special effects or anything).

Happy Feet, with...whoa, Hugo Weaving was in there? And...Steve Irwin? And hee, Fat Joe. Egads, did they make the 'bad singing' painful. The beginning of the movie was almost painfully hilarious and cute, all the way through the Mexican penguins. Then it got kind of slow and boring. Then it kind of picked up again, so it was good all around, but that latter part kind of nixed it a little for me.

The DaVinci Code, with Tom Hanks, Audrey Tautou, and Paul Bettany. Well, I went into this having not particularly liked the book; I'd thought the subject matter was interesting, the writing style banal at best, and would've rather read a more academic text on the matter, dry or no. The movie was kind of a rehashing of that; I suppose it was a quality movie, though, which is more than I can say for the writing in the book, but I didn't like the ending at all, I thought they watered it down and made it horribly self-satisfied.

Wha? Huh....Isaac Asimov wrote a book of dirty limericks? I...huh...

A Primer of Jungian Psychology, by Calvin Hall and Vernon Nordby. Heh, what a fun name, Nordby. *cough* Anyway, I got a lot of this book, in pretty much the way introduction says it's intended - as a primer to Jung's psychology first, as an aid an understanding the self second, and as aid in understanding others after that. It also confirmed for me the original reason for my interest in Jung, in that it fits so nicely with yogic concepts of the mind in purpose and structure. And I just noticed a bit in the afterward I think that says part of what I like about it best: “Again and again, the reader will experience a ‘shock of recognition;’ he will recognize truths he has known but which he has not been able to express in words.”

From one of my favorite poets, Rumi; I wonder whether "The Guest House" is also some reflection on the intense importance of hospitality in Arabic culture -
"This being human is a guest house
Every morning a new arrival.
A joy, a depression, a meanness
some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor.
Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they're a crowd of sorrows
who violently sweep your house empty of its furniture.
Still, treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out for some new delight."

-from Ms Connie, a slightly out of context interpretation of the characters of Farscape in a slightly dialogue-ish form (my random little secondary bits in brackets):

"...or you've got something like the cast of Farscape
and each character represents something about what the main character has/needs/is..."
D'Argo = pride/anger/emotion
Chiana = sex [/charisma]
Rygel = hunger [/cunning]
Aeryn = love
Zhaan= spirituality
Moya = God
"...then later they got into more detail..."
Jool = mind
Stark = psyche
Noranti = Zhaan but better...Zhaan for the place where he was later in the show...a harder Zhaan
Sikozu = deception/truth/fact
Pilot = your connection to god...soul/faith
[...but then Noranti also had flaws in her hardness, when she encouraged addiction...]
"...true; but he was willing to embrace that..."

Things of Note: A Mostly Dog Show Weekend
-apparently Sushi Garden is like that restaurant we went to in LA, back in high school, where the servers are pointedly rude to you
-we learned that Giardia has an incubation period; this may lead to accusing poor, innocent Mexican beers that did nothing to you except get you drunk
-yes, Orange Julius's (Juli-ii?) can be made alcoholic
-I learned that practically no one gets the reference to the SNL dog show skit...sadness
-Clone High is pleasant, and has a cute version of one of my favorite kinds of romances
-I don't trust fruit ale....not at all, no siree
-the amount of time my mom spends in the Arabic market is directly proportionate to the amount she shifts to speaking Arabic while there
-Kim got Rooney to groups! Rooney also decided to display that he's skilled at skiing and not-quite-faceplanting
-a pointer jumped out of the ring and into my lap, and I wasn't even looking at her, it was completely random
-I like Welsh Springer Spaniels, I decided

In other news: photos from Tucson dog shows and LA...

And I think this mixing of high and "low" tech is wonderful, it's just too bad that it takes that context of poverty and need to bring it about

Art of War, GI Joe vs The Transformers. I didn't like this one as much as the previous incarnations of this cross-over, I don't think, but it had it's moments of bad-ass-ery and story. It wasn't as expansive as the other paperbacks, I suppose, expanding the setting mostly only by narration, but, that said, the art is still of great quality and it's all around solid.

I've had my skin broken by hail once before, but...yikes

And coming up from the bottom, whoa

"This table has four legs. A table with a broken leg remains a table. But a table from which the four legs have been removed becomes only a flat piece of wood. At what moment did it cease to be a table?" - Carlo Suarés

"If we knew that tonight we were going to go blind, we would take a longing, last real look at every blade of grass, every cloud formation, every speck of dust, every rainbow, raindrop - everything." - Pema Chödrön

While I'm not able to really describe with any effectiveness the effects I've felt from meditation over the years, one I've kind of glossed over as not as significant was called to mind by this quote. After meditating, and it usually only lasts a few minutes, maybe, I could sit and stare for hours, it feels like, anyway. My mother had made a centerpiece kind of decoration out of fuschia-purple orchids and flame-colored roses she'd grown, and I felt enraptured by them for this kind of singular moment the other night, just the sheer vibrancy of their colors and being. So. That's one thing I can kind of describe.

Kim vs Beatnik Poetry!
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The night was dark ::bippitybapbapbap::

The air was thick ::bopbippitybopbap::

He saw her ::bippitybap!::

Did she see him? ::bippitybap!::

Anticipation (half-whispered)

::snapping::

Heh...Marines are great (interestingly, my Granddad has a book full of quotes like this, but to more general topics)

Something about ants (and their colonies) always fascinated me

-thought this was an interesting etymology
"Putative comes from Late Latin putativus, from Latin putare, "to cleanse, to prune, to clear up, to consider, to reckon, to think." It is related to compute, "to calculate" (from com-, intensive prefix + putare); dispute, "to contend in argument" (from dis-, "apart" + putare); and reputation, "the estimation in which one is held" (from reputatio, from the past participle of reputare, "to think over," from re-, "again" + putare)."

The strangest thing. The yoga teacher decided to try out a kind of guided meditation, beginning by having us think of something that made us happy. So I did, and that was going well for a while. Then she had as try to focus on the feeling of being happy itself. So I started to get distracted by random little thoughts, stresses and reminders from the day, and that was natural as trying to focus on a feeling itself is kind of slippery. So the teacher periodically called us back to focus with gentle reminders; but the harder I tried to focus on the feeling itself, the...wierder things started getting. Like, dream imagery, not just obvious thoughts from earlier in the day. Kind of like meditative visions I've had before, but instead of insight-full, the only image I can really remember is a white-skinned, red-eyed...worm-thing tearing a whole in...well, the air itself, and chopping on some person I was facing, I don't remember who, with a big ol' toothy maw. When the teacher finished, she asked if I had a headache or felt unwell, and I replied that no, I felt fine, just...strange. And she said my eyes were red, as if they'd been irritated.

Oddness.

Anyway, that's it. I'm going zorbing. Or perhaps Zorb riding? Whatever the terminology is. Who's with me?!

I never really understood the concept of sacrifice, that is, in the context of reading about the ancient Greeks or South American cultures or Indians (dot not feather), say. Like, why on earth would forty oxen or whatever be seemingly wasted and thrown away or burned or whatnot - I understand there may have been some theological principle I was missing, but each example I read seemed quite a material waste, in modernity or antiquity.

Then I came across a yoga article on the concept, which included the line, "we must give up some of what we have if we are going to gain more of it in return." But it was the examples given that cinched it for me - namely, "in investment, we risk our money in order to gain more money," and in "exercise, we sacrifice our strength in order to gain greater strength." Now that theological principle I wasn't getting starts to make more sense - I workout, kind of tear up my muscle a bit, make it sore, in essence "giving up" some of its functionality, and bam, a day or two later, that muscle is that much effecient and stronger and bigger. Which might translate into ideas concerning the mind half of bodymind concepts, where it's often said that to gain more one needs to "give up" their conscious/ego, or "surrender." Hmm...

I don't know how I came across this, just one of my tangential-thought-threads I guess, but the Fianna seem like they were pretty interesting (I like their tests in particular).

ArtBots - interactive art, that also reacts to itself in one example - how fun!

Things of Note: A Pleasant Weekend -
-wow, yeah stretching can only go so far in not making one so sore after running for the first time in forever...ow
-Rachael Sage: aweso! though that show went on way, way longer than we thought it would, our evening activity was practically an all-night activity
-wet shelties basically take a leaf-blower to dry off
-late night Applebee's can be a fun time what with interacting with people outside the windows
-apparently the IceCats are so badass they check people through the glass
-pot roast sammich...Mimi's Cafe...mustard....the shiznit
-watch out for the stomach flu! it appears it's a-stalking

The Breakfast Club, with Emilio Estevez (I always liked him for some reason), Molly Ringwold, and I swear it's Colin Farrell. But it's not. It totally is, though. I just had this thought that I bet this would make a great play, just on account of looking at the cast list there's really only six or so characters, and a very limited setting. The trouble, as I see it, would just be finding someone that looked like Colin Farrell. But anyway, yeah, it's an 80s movie, but one that's obviously stood the test of time, and is a funny, solid character study.

The Break-Up, with Vince Vaughn, Jennifer Aniston, and some people the Maynard gals recognized that I didn't. Oh, till I remembered Chasing Amy, which Kristin said she had said, but she didn't. I suppose the general consensus was that it was a good movie up until the ending, which was basically completely opposite of the way it should have gone. But I disagree! I thought the humor wasn't enough to make up for just being made as uncomfortable as the secondary characters watching a couple's relationship fall apart, but then bam! The ending was mature, open-ended, and pleasant, and beyond that I suppose there was nice character development over time. Fair enough, movie, fair enough.

On Friday Ms Kim and I went to see a small concert in the courtyard of Old Town Artisans - Rachael Sage (from NYC) was headlining, and two local artists, Amber Norgaard and Joshua Butcher opened for her. The courtyard itself was lovely and Southwest-y, and perfect for that kind of small show, and Norgaard and Butcher were both really good, but my favorite was Sage, hands-down. Her stage-presence lit up the courtyard, and her voice was like a plush velvet, even as she belted out some lines as she stomped on the stage. I bought one of her cd's, though I have to say I think I liked the concert where it was just her singing and playing the piano more than her with an accompanying band as it is on the cd - still good, though.

GI Joe vs Transformers Vol I and II. Interesting. A lot better than I expected, I have to say. I don't really know anything about Transformers at all, but the first volume I'd guess is an amalgamation of the two different series' origin-stories. And has several instances of Snake-Eyes being a badass. The second volume seemed more of an odd one-shot story, with a good dose of somewhat dry humor that was fitted perfectly to the art. And tangent to that, great artists for both - so, not something I'd have gone out of my way to read, but presented with it I liked it much more than I would have thought.

Zamzar - online file conversion, that's bound to be useful at some point or another

Wow...two very different examples of self-immolation; I think both are like cheating in a relationship, yeah there might be the claimed reason for it, but it's indicative of other issues in the person more likely

Random Phrases of the Day:
"partying like a verb," from a random stranger's flickr set
and
"the beginning is near," a sign on the back of a ginormous creepy costume/prop conglomeration in the All Souls Procession

So, prompted by Ms Abby, I'm going to rant about etymology a little. Specifically, involving the words "orgy," "orgasm," and "organism." Orgy made its way to Middle French (and from there I assume through Norman French into English) from Latin, previously by way of Greek, in referring to the 'orgiastic' rites for certain Greek gods. But, the origin for that word for the Greeks is kin to érgon, which in turn is kin to the Indo-European root *werg- which basically has to do with 'work.' Now, 'orgasm' comes through Latin from Greek as well, but is more directly derived from another Greek work, orgân, to swell. What I wonder at this point is whether that's connected to the root of organism, órganon, which means tool or bodily organ, but looks like it's also connected to érgon, so I think they might all connect back to that Indo-European root. Wabam! They are connected, however varied in meaning. I think.

-wow, they referenced not one but two of my favorite Stephen King works:
"Mostly, I just didn’t care about it at all, because c’mon, don’t they have bigger fish biscuits to fry? I realize that he’s young and good looking, she’s young and good looking, they’re lonely, whatever, but I’m just not convinced that taking a break from trying to stay alive in order to get it on makes any kind of realistic sense, unless you’re in a Stephen King short story. ‘Hey, we’re stranded on this raft that’s surrounded by an oil slick that eats people – let’s f---!’ ‘Hey, we’re stranded in this supermarket that’s surrounded by Lovecraftian monstrosities that eat people – let’s f---!’ ‘Hey, we’re stranded in a polar bear cage that’s surrounded by psychos who torture people – let’s f---!’”

-this makes me giggle

-Dian Wei and Sempronius Densus were two badass bodyguards (but not as badass as Ms Kim's brother Jay, who was also a bodyguard)

(corollary to Ms Connie's post) The Prestige, with Hugh Jackman, Christian Bale (otherwise known as the aweso), and Scarlett Johansson's booblies (like whoa). And Piper Perabo, who's cute! And Michael Caine, bwaaaa! And...and...David Bowie was Tesla? David Bowie was Tesla?! That blows my mind. And what was with the varied accents?

Anyway. We enjoyed this movie, especially as it wasn't The Illusionist like we'd previously tricked ourselves into seeing. Of course, in my usual willing-gullible-ness, I enjoyed being pulled through the twists like a white-water, Ms Kim enjoyed it as a puzzle to figure out (figuring most everything out way in advance, as usual), and Ms Abby was kind of in the middle, unconsciously figuring things out. Anyway, yay for complex semantic structures and tightly fitted narratives! That to me makes the 'true' magic of the machine forgivable, as a major theme of the movie is exactly that question of what is really true, anyway? And beyond that, I was always devoted to White Wolf's Mage setting which had the 'nature of truth/reality' trope as its very foundation, and this made me nostalgic for that. So, maybe some of the things were disappointing or obvious, but I thought that since they basically acknowledged that right away ("it's not the secret, but what the secret is used for that's important" or some paraphrasing) I was freed to enjoy the characters and narrative more.

Best Headline Ever: Robot Identifies Human Flesh As Bacon

Election results! (scroll down past the menus) - mostly good for what we wanted!

Leafcutter Ants are crazy. It's like any number of sci-horror movies or Buffy-episodes or whatever come to life, except with ants instead of people. And more seriously, it's amazing how like a single organism they are, which makes me think of more macroscopic (is that the right word?) organisms, like, well, people, which are composed of all different varieties of cells, but not as varied as, say, 'ant' and 'fungus' cells.

Not going to write about it really, but I'll just say that Conway's Game of Life is one of my favoritest things evar.

Today is Arbitrarily Quote Day.

“To me death is not a failure but rather a necessary part of the life cycle of being incarnate. Imagine if plants didn't die, or if the note of a piano didn't fade into oblivion, or if a thought didn't arise and pass. Life would come to a standstill; it would drown in its own accumulation.” – Phillip Moffitt

"Yüeh-shan promised to give his monks a dharma talk. Instead he sat deep in zazen. Afterward, the head monk followed him back to his room and angrily said: 'You promised to give a dharma talk. But you didn't say a word.'

Yüeh-shan said: 'For sutras there are sutra specialists. For commentaries there are commentary specialists. What did you expect from this old monk?'" - zen mondo

"If a person becomes too involved and too preoccupied with the role he is playing, and his ego begins to identify solely with this role, the other sides of his personality will be shoved aside. Such a persona-ridden person becomes alienated from his nature, and lives in a state of tension because of the conflict between his overdeveloped persona and the underdeveloped parts of his personality...the person has an exaggerated sense of self-importance which derives from playing a role so successfully...often he tries to project this role on others and demands that they play the same role...on the other hand, the victim of inflation can also suffer feelings of inferiority and self-reproach when he is incapable of living up to the standards expected of him." - from a primer on Jung; it made me immediately think of a few people I know, but I can't imagine them reading this, so...well, so buttons

And cool word of the day: acrolect, a register of a spoken language that is considered formal and high-style

Things! #of N0te: from, ~(the) Week^end.
-in a theatre of people laughing loudly, we, in the toppest far-left corner, were the loudest: hoorah.
-yes, I was the one who got the girly-drink at the table; and it was good, damnit (though it exacerbated my 'ache into a raspberry margarita headache)
-I have a sudden urge to go run the Cherry Garage's moebius strip of slopes like we used to at one in the morning, after parking there for the first time in forever
-stretching has to be done after that much kicking, I realize - otherwise, my hips feel like they've been attacked by a mob of boyscouts needing needing knot-tying to make rank
-I can't imagine the endurance necessary to play water-polo...I'd give myself half a seven-minute period, and then my speedo-clad tush would be bobbing drownededly
-people sunbathe at the rec center pool? in other news, sometimes their boobs pop out, it seems
-Outback equals steak plus ribs times tumtum filled with meat, divided by Ms Kim getting gift certificates for handling
-thanks for helping me clean, Momma!
-funniest All Souls Procession prop: RIP Pluto, 1930-2006 (a giant Pluto on a stick)
-the stilt people weren't as unsettling as the four-leggers last year, but they put so much effort in, it was cool
-next year: Tia becomes a skele-sheltie
-oddest encounter of the night: ex-girlfriend's parents standing right next to and conversing with people we met at the Fetish Ball; small-big town Tucson, right there

Guest post from Ms Connie, on The Prestige -
I'm not quite sure where I stand on that movie. One of the statements in the very beginning is that the whole point of the magic trick is keeping it a secret, because when you find out the trick behind it, it seems simple and stupid. They gave an example where the magician crushes a birdcage with a bird in it and then makes the bird re-appear. Thing is...they're still crushing the first bird dead. They just have a second bird. Anyway, the movie was a lot like that. You predicted some things easily, some things you didn't predict--but at the end 'reveal' or 'prestige' you weren't sure if you'd predicted them or not because they were so...obvious. I heard reviewers say that as soon as it was over they wanted to see it again to catch all the nuances, but to be honest, I wouldn't have found that necessary. The movie was only subtle for people who are used to movies like Superman Returns. I'm not saying it was bad, but a twister like The Machinist or Memento, it was not. They also got me by making one of the tricks "real magic." They tried to explain it with fantastic new technology, but it wasn't related to real technology. You know, by obeying the laws of the universe and everything. It's a show about magicians...in my mind it could have been as horrifying without the 'magic machine.'

Still, where the movie was brilliant was the character interaction between Jackman and Bale. Their revenge/cross/doublecross story was the meat of the movie. And when you look at the details of the conclusion, it answers a lot of questions about each character and what they'd be willing to do for the better trick.

-also, she made a nice wiki find: floral vocabulary

Borat: Cultural Learnings of America for Make Benefit Glorious Nation of Kazakhstan, with Sacha Baron Cohen and Ken Davitian. Also known as, two men I really, really didn't need to see naked. I'm kind of torn; on one level, this was just plain stupid. But on another level, it's horribly clever. I'll admit I was laughing the entire time, along with our little corner of the theatre with us being loud-ass laughers (people were looking at us), but I was also kind of uncomfortable, but that's probably a good thing in the end in this context. What context, you ask? The social commentary, which made Cohen's character just funny, and the real people just plain disturbing at times.

The Way of the Peaceful Warrior, by Dan Millman. Again, kind of torn. Reading this was like reading all the yoga articles I've read over the past year, condensed and simplified, and pasted together with a thin veneer of 'warrior' mysticism and fiction. So in that sense I kind of blinked, as what was a paragraph in this book had been a long article in a different context for me. Now, that said, this book would be great for anyone who didn't want to go through and read all those articles and just wanted the condensed or lite version, and as such I would recommend it strongly, as hell, the only reason I read all those articles and actually paid attention was not so much out of mad discipline or enlightenment, but because I was depressed and desperate.

This may possibly me just talking out of my ass. So, really not that different than SOP. I think it would be interesting to see herbs and folk remedies tried out in hospitals. For example, take garlic - it's been cultivated and used as a panacea since before anyone knows when, and they've proven at least some of the claims of its benefits, mainly for its affects on heart health and the immune system. So it would be nice stroll into the cardiac floor at the hospital to see 'garlic' prescribed along with the synthetic whatchahoosits I remember bewildering the poor patients. Or, say, ginger for an upset stomach, instead of pumping them with more chemicals. Or triphala instead of harsh milk of magnesia? Winter cherry to offset withdrawals?

I mean obviously trials and testing and whatnot would be needed, but it would I think be helpful in patient relations if nothing else to hear some familiar, simple food terms along with chemical and medical jargon. Yes, I'm sure some of those things are just psychosomatic, but hey, on the other hand some have been used for centuries for their claimed uses, I think those would at least bear testing for effect.

Interesting image: "A cephalophore is a saint who is generally depicted carrying his head in his hands."

Random dialogue of the day!
“Understanding is the one-dimensional comprehension of the intellect. It leads to knowledge. Realization is three-dimensional – a simultaneous comprehension of head, heart, and instinct. It comes only from direct experience.”
“I’m still not with you.”
“Do you remember when you first learned to drive? Prior to that time, you’d been a passenger; you only understood what it was. But you realized, what it was like when you did it for the first time.”

Guest link from Ms Connie - Friedrich Schiller; lots of awesome lines (no, seriously, this guy is crazy-hardcore-awesome)

Smoke Free Arizona - interesting distinctions between the props? Man, I've really been going through them this year, I didn't realize how much effort it would take to parse all the legalese and point-counterpoints...ugh

(the O.G.) The Omen, with Gregory Peck and a creepy kid. And some rottweilers. And that creepy woman! Ew. It probably didn't help our appreciation of the movie that we were making fun of it the entire time, and that scratches made us skip past two or three scenes. Though, that said, I think as genuinely high-quality as it all was, the slow pacing and sheer length of the long silences and scenes of nothing were a bit too much for me. I thought the "It's all for you!" scene was amazing on some level, however, I have to say, and also I think this movie wins for best decapitation ever.

Random, silly question: where is the universe located, spatially? I mean, if the universe is all there is, where is it located in turn?

Nancy Wake - one completely hardcore badass woman

And completely unrelated and different but interesting to imagine stories of some French women; I don't know, I just think some nice artsy movies could be made out of the various stories within those articles